STONE TABLE
Sunday, December 1, 2019
Cross of lace
this cross of lace
Comforting verses
To ponder upon the wonder
Of Your nearness
When You seem so far away
Dear father light a light in me
Divided in itself
feelings are mixed up
As i drink this bitter cup
Dear father light a light in me
As my faith has to compete for the priority
belonging to this vast minority
Who’s cells no longer do behave as should be
Dear Father light a light in me.
As health is growing thinner
And i realize I’m an absolute beginner
Dear Father light a light in me.
For i still ponder upon the wonder
Of Your nearness.
december 2019
Saturday, March 16, 2019
Sky view
Last night I saw heaven
by a beautiful great light
I was completely enclosed
it was so bright and pleasant at the same time
it kept the cold out
love poured in at me
as the warmth of a fire
that pulls through your bones.
His voice made me cry naturally
not out of guilt or fear but out of pure joy
that was poured on me from within
straight into heaven
as if everything had to flow back
to that one source
from where everything came.
I also saw the trees
of the knowledge of good and evil
even more beautiful than the most beautiful trees
I had seen on earth.
Decorated with the sweetest fruits
now I understood Eva.
The angel was still there with his double-edged sword.
And watched over those who entered.
between cherubs
he stood there
so impenetrable and transparent at the same time
my coffin became like a beautiful work of art
hung a canopy wall
I looked down on it from the balcony above.
Was I really so flat my Lord?
It didn't matter what hung there.
But it didn't matter anymore
I was invited was no longer tired
I had covered my earthly burdens
My last words said
He was already there before I entered
Come on my child
then the party can begin.
Saturday, May 26, 2018
Bodleian
Bodleian library
knowledge congealed
shelved wisdom
books piled up
words unspoken
trapped in pages
waiting for ages
thoughts written down
history touching present
we are here to read
to study
to learn
to gain
wisdom
and to touch the magic of knowledge
Friday, May 25, 2018
Alzheimer coda
Alzheimer
It is like missing the gap
and don’t even mis it.
a contra-dictionary to the fullest
brought to you by the fallen state we’re all in
creating plaques al over the brain
as your memories fall down like a disturbing rain
no pill or syringe offering relief
Alzheimer
even able to wipe out what one believes
to wipe out whom we love and lifelong cared for
its like a piece of music written without coda
losing the notes bar by bar
even tempo is slowing down unaware of
every nick of time is gone before you even know it.
First sign is the man of which you forgot the name
or when he had his last birthday
Carkeys keys in general
still knowing where they’re used for
but forgetting where you’ve put them
Alzheimer
is forgetting words
is forgetting functions of daily used tools
not remembering why using a fork or spoon
is like eating with your hands
grabbing like a child for his food
Alzheimer is fading out
without reprise
no encore
not even knowing
you have left the stage for good.
through an unseen door
I sincerely hope and pray
you will see from eye to eye
behind the edge of time
and be embedded in His Grace.
Saturday, April 14, 2018
C.S Lewis
Christianity is a religion of comfort – but it does not begin there. It begins with the dismay of realizing we stand opposed to the power behind the universe. Comfort will come, but only as a result of seeking truth. –Comfort is not found by seeking it. Realizing the truth of Christianity and how God works will bring comfort.
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