STONE TABLE

STONE TABLE

Sunday, December 1, 2019

Cross of lace



















how well designed

artificially handcrafted 

this cross of lace
how comforting
God given
warm embrace
how  well spoken
words of love
Jesus spoke
How powerfull
the wonders
he performed
How loving
He took
our yoke
from us
and nailed it
on
this cross of wood
and cleansed our souls
and left our sinns
out of time
forgood
matthew 11:28-30

Comforting verses


To ponder upon the wonder

Of Your nearness

When You seem so far away

Dear father light a light in me


Divided in itself

feelings are mixed up

As i drink this bitter cup

Dear father light a light in me


As my faith has to compete for the priority

belonging to this vast minority

Who’s cells no longer do behave as should be

Dear Father light a light in me.
  


As health is growing thinner

And i realize I’m an absolute beginner

Dear Father light a light in me.

For i still ponder upon the wonder

Of Your nearness.

december 2019



Saturday, March 16, 2019

Sky view



Last night I saw heaven
by a beautiful great light
I was completely enclosed
it was so bright and pleasant at the same time
it kept the cold out
love poured in at me
as the warmth of a fire
that pulls through your bones.


His voice made me cry naturally
not out of guilt or fear but out of pure joy
that was poured on me from within
straight into heaven
as if everything had to flow back
to that one source
from where everything came.

I also saw the trees
of the knowledge of good and evil
even more beautiful than the most beautiful trees
I had seen on earth.
Decorated with the sweetest fruits
now I understood Eva.
The angel was still there with his double-edged sword.
And watched over those who entered.



between cherubs
he stood there
so impenetrable and transparent at the same time

my coffin became like a beautiful work of art
hung a canopy wall
I looked down on it from the balcony above.
Was I really so flat my Lord?
It didn't matter what hung there.
But it didn't matter anymore
I was invited was no longer tired
I had covered my earthly burdens
My last words said
He was already there before I entered
Come on my child
then the party can begin.