Back from the abbyss (some days in the deep with qohelet)

Back from the abbyss

into the light

back from the depth

of a stone cold night

wondering how and why and what for

i try to enter this baricaded door

eons to come and eons have past

now is the future

i’m home at last

thank you my Lord

that you scream in my thoughts

i praise Your name

and will carry your sword

You are the word 

and Your word is my light

no abbys or pit or depth of the night

will separate me from Your love and Your care

whatever i ask or whatever i lose

whichever diversion i take or might  choose

You won’t let me  go

 and You ‘ll allways be  there

Back from the abbyss

into Your light

back from my depth

of a stone cold night

don’t need no answers Lord to questions unmarked

‘t was there at the cross that i have embarked

selah

and don’t stop at 144000.