Off balance

Jesus throws everything off balance
Dying daily at self centeredness
I take shelter in His tenderness
All the way down to the sewers of my soul
He is there
Into  the most hidden parts and the darkest corners
Of my deepest   thoughts
He is there
He opens up  spreading His light
Confronting me with how i really am
As a mirror on the wall
He is there
Together with the crumbling  pieces  of fallen frieindship and broken bondage
He stands firm and steady as a rock
Like a sheperd  should
Already  knowing that i would but couldn't make it on my own
He is there.
Jesus throws everything off balance
Dying daily at self centeredness
I take shelter in His tenderness
For He is always there.