We are what we are.

We are what we are

and that will have to do

we do what we do

no matter right or wrong

it’s in our genes 

it’s in our soul

it’s in almost every song

whatever path we choose

it’s all about free will

to go astray or to be saved

you know tomorrow will be better still

No matter what the future holds

we’re in Gods hands

even if you don’t believe

for all of us this  one command

love one another, love one another

just prove me that He doesn’t exist

except inside my head.

show me just one piece of evidence

that God is really dead.

in the mean time i’ll stick to my beliefs

i wonder how your’re gonna be surprised

when you look straight up 

and see Him coming through the skies

a pray for that day

constantly

can’t hardly wait 

to see His face

and lean on Him

His warm embrace

As time goes by.

As time goes by

i’ll grow a little wiser

a little older

and yet i feel 

like this kid on daddy’s shoulders

at the same time i am 

acting like a  grown up person

like some freaky  adult

or a stubborn  teenager

but i’m still that small and  vulnerable child 

mixed up in one person

with emotions all piled up 

ready to drink his cup

to the bottom

to that one and most important moment of his life

when i command my spirit

into His hands

forever forgiven

free from sin

free from broken bondage 

and fallen friendship

embraced by His love

i lean in Him

until my jars

are filled up to the brim

As time goes by

i grow nearer to my Lord

untill my earthly time runs out and takes a different pace

not anymore i am

forever i’ve been

save in His arms.

i knew it from the start.

Wardrobe/juko selah

40 days up to resurrection

40 fourty days

guess what!

40 fourty days in the deep

with qoheleth

to face death eye to eye

to stand above time and space and matter

this is the moment all creation has been waiting for since the fall

so long ago the garden.

Freedom lies in the solitude

of a softly prayer

Before Christ was taken he prayed 

in  a garden

as if to point out to us all

in a garden like this

a perfect  world became undone

in a garden like this

I bid you all welcome

to the rising

of the Son.

A touch of spring

I feel a touch of spring

though days are still windy and cold

i am aware of many signs unfold

i feel a touch of spring

you can smell it in a sudden breeze

you’ll hear it in the singing of the birds

i feel a touch of spring

you see it in the budding trees

with the greenest green still hidden

for it’s not yet time

just wait a while

untill the Sun will warm this earth

i feel a touch of spring

as if God turns His face towards me

i feel a touch of Love

i feel a touch of grace

i look to nature and kinda look right into His face

and i feel blessed by His warm embrace

selah 

Innocence

Innocence

how long ago we’ve lost it

and how much we need it

Innocence

how many times we search for it

how often we have longed for it

Innocence

will we ever regain

will we ever regain

our innocence

Innocence versus guilt.

opposite dynamics

within the realms of the cross

they’re far  more than opposite dynamics

in a lifelong search

cleansed by the blood of Jesus

we’re bloodstained and renewed

was it just luck or divine interference

as an innocent bystander i just happened to be around

like  Moses looked at the burning scrub bush

where God spoke out to him and said

“ take of your shoes for you’re standing on holy ground”

innocent is what we were  in our mothers whomb

guilty is what we are throughout our daily life

mercy is what we receive at a wooden cross

innocence we will regain through His empty tomb

for He is the creator of innocence

Trinity

Holy Father

please forgive me

for i have truly sinned

and while i am standing at Your door

I realise that i’ve been here 

many times  before

Holy Son please make me whole

for i have truly sinned

and while i’m kneeling down

here  at your Cross

i realise that  i never kneeled before

Holy Spirit  cleans my soul

for i have truly sinned

and while i’m waiting for your wind

i realise that you’ve been waiting 

many times before

selah

Back from the abbyss (some days in the deep with qohelet)

Back from the abbyss

into the light

back from the depth

of a stone cold night

wondering how and why and what for

i try to enter this baricaded door

eons to come and eons have past

now is the future

i’m home at last

thank you my Lord

that you scream in my thoughts

i praise Your name

and will carry your sword

You are the word 

and Your word is my light

no abbys or pit or depth of the night

will separate me from Your love and Your care

whatever i ask or whatever i lose

whichever diversion i take or might  choose

You won’t let me  go

 and You ‘ll allways be  there

Back from the abbyss

into Your light

back from my depth

of a stone cold night

don’t need no answers Lord to questions unmarked

‘t was there at the cross that i have embarked

selah

and don’t stop at 144000.